the day the football team applauded haha excepted this pic was touched up a bit! PRETTY!So today was way windy and cold! hahaha so i couldnt enjoy nature as much as i wanted to cuz i dont enjoy being cold! but i did some yoga so i feel at peace! :) well as usually im a lil lost in my decision process! like usual! I hate boys...ok i dont hate them. Hate is to storng of a word! but i dislike how they use you as some kinda trophy! i just dont get that even tho i have done it i dont know how we think that anyone is being jealous of us! haha cuz they dont they just think you are stupid! i hate goin out on pointless dates but i always feel to bad to say no! so this boy asked me out on a date for tomorrow and i do not want to go! he is friends with quinn well kinda and i know he is just doin it so he can say we went out! haha im kinda a big deal in Sr isnt that wierd when i was there i was notta but now that i left im the hot girl that comes back to visit! Quinn used to love to take me out there especially for student events! he would always grab my hand and lead me threw everyone kinda parade me around i didnt mind so much cuz it was like he was proud but it got old! haha i remember ppls faces were the funniest! haha one time i went to one of his practices just the end and i was playin on the track with shy and susan and the whole football team applauded Quinn and gave him high fives and a slap on the butt for having a hot girlfriend haha funny stuff huh Shy was a lil upset! but idk it was fun! its wierd how ppl dont notice you until you are gone and come back! haha its amazing to think that every girl out there is always like im fat and im ugly and no one likes me... but seriously you dont know how you are effecting ppls lives and you are all beautiful! no matter what anyone says and the best way to show your beauty is to find the beauty and goodness in others i know that sounds corny but it is soooo true if you are always lookin on the upside people never look at your downside. :) remember positive energy given away is positive energy recieved. So guess who Texted me this morning at one am....Ryan w. haha funny stuff huh! i think it is funny cuz he loves to play his lil game on me and i wont lie i have fallen for it a few times but honestly those kinda boys as gorgeous and nice as they are you just cant trust what they are saying. its kinda sad too cuz i fell for him HARD like i was planning our future together and i was making adjustments to my goals so that it would match his life style. He is the best sweet talker! he just always knows how to make your day and how to make you smile! oh gosh i cant talk about it to much or it brings up negative feelings. cuz he is always the one i want to be like just pick me and settle down and i promise i will do whatever i can to make you happy no matter what cuz you always make me happy, but i promised myself last time i recooperated from his game that i wouldnt fall for it again! so when i woke up this morning at 6 i texted him back and gave him a lil wake up call hehe i knew he wouldnt text back! its hard to let ppl you want go its really really hard but sometimes the ppl that drive you crazy are the worst for you! but anyway school is a drag but today was kinda fun! i love dallas and brendon they are hilarious and such nice boys! :) they make school fun! and Mandy for sure makes school fun! and Alix haha sorry that im such a drag in the car im just soo tired and brain dead from school! im missin my sissy these days! i wish she would come home! well my message today is never sell yourself short! you are worth something and it is amazing when you stop and look around at all the ppl that depend on you and love you! just remember to count your blessing and live for the day! cuz you never know when it will be your last!
Love.Peace. Be Thankful!
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haha i like the story of every one applauding quinn. that's so funny! and so cute.
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