People

So I just got down studyin with my new friend Alix who by the way is goin to kick my booty tomorrow on our Chem. final!! but we were talking about first kisses and I have realized that first kisses are not romantic at all!! at least mine wasnt. I was a freshman barely fifteen it was at the state softball tournament.... the boys name was justin he was my boy he was a sophomore and a real horn dog and he just walked up after the end of the first day and kissed me. It wasnt good it wasnt special infact i dont even remember it other than how it happened. isnt it funny that such an important event in someones life can just be treated like that just an event. it wasnt near what i excpected. I have only had a few romantic kisses in my life but how many meaningless kisses have i had COUNTLESS! its wierd how people take such a great thing and turn it into crap. And they give names to them Friends with benefits, people can be in a realtionship without actually being in a relationship. isnt that effed up!! another thing i would like to point out is how come boys dont appreciate how much girls actually like them. this always happens a boy likes a girl first then the girl starts liking him back and she likes him more and more and then the boy freaks out cuz she likes him to much. is there such a thing as liking some one to much. apparently soo because boys give that excuse all the time when really its fear. so this is to all the boys dont be afraid of girls liking you to much! we just love the cute things you do and say and they way you give us butterflies in our tummy. we like it when you are honest and personally i hate playing games. Oh yes and as i told my good friend Zac today dont not like someone less because they are so excited to like you trust me its a good thing there excited if it wasnt a big deal to them then they are turning into a taylor! And a secret message to my hot super model looking prince charming that i havent met yet i only like flowers when they are given for no other reason but to be given. i only like sweet talk when it is how you honestly feel. i love flirting and late night talks are muy bueno!! hahaha hope to find you soon and as for the rest of you ill be writing about this later but im tired and there are finals tomorrow so adios for now!!

Love. Peace. And NO Fear.